Thursday, November 6, 2008

毕业前夕

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countdown : 1 day before graduation

today was a very special day
our class was in chaos
so great to c every1 dressed themselves according to their taste
really geng
I had fell in love wif 6A3

i like the feeling, so syok man!!!
all the moments spent ware great n hardly to b expressed in words
haiz...
around 12.35pm, our class started to rearrange tables n chairs

tension suddenly came back.....
a fun n wild class has gone to far far away
when i saw my friends pulling down all the materials pasted on the board
heart has broken into pieces

class was empty, which make me feel juz like a fish out of water
菲菲姐 我真的在拍 布告版 不是 hui chin ar......

still nt ready for the torturing stpm
anyway, got to b well-prepared for tomorrow's lagi sot ceremony

有个朋友 爱国爱到没话讲 原本想放他爱国的照片
可是怕他明天上报纸头条 还是算了吧 傻强你走运拉








谢谢 wei jie 和 gary 因为你们的道具 帅呆了

















全家幅 羡慕6A3吧?

countdown : 2 days before graduation

Erm, on tuesday, a not so good announcement was made by our ketua pengawas...
Pre-lewat rules will be implemented again n will take effect starting on wednesday
to all non-smkb, does pre-lewat sounds childish n weird to u? to me, totally freak!
fuck it

i used to b late, or juz ngam ngam reached school compound before bell rang
my timing quite gud huh?

so, today [ 02/11/2008 ] , early in the morning, rain has started to fall from heaven
cold n humid atmosphere makes me feel juz great
still hv 2 days for me to b formally declared as smkb students
after that, i would no longer b able to wear uniform with smkb logo
kind of sad huh?

while i was brushing my teeth, a sweet n warming memory recalled in my mind
god pour the rain on purpose

回想起以前 每次下雨时 妈妈总是用雨伞遮我去学校
风雨不改 虽然某些时候总是有点觉得尴尬
毕竟以经长大成人了
某些时后 经过人多的地放 别人都回用异样的眼光望着我
着么大了 还要妈妈

几年前 我确实觉得很尴尬 难免会底下头 别让别人看见我是谁
经过漫长岁月的磨练 成熟的观念 让我彻底的觉悟
原来体会 妈妈对孩子的溺爱 是最幸福的
所以我已经没底下头
反而 紧紧的依围着 妈妈

出门前 雨还是下着
妈妈撑起了雨伞 准备为我当雨
幼小的手臂 慢慢地茁壮成长 "因为有吃饭的关系"
已经有能力撑起一把伞

一手握着书 一手撑着伞 一步接一步 心连心

终于来到学校 向妈妈挥挥手后 便进学校 完成剩余的时光
很谢谢老天爷 在我还穿着校服 的毕业前两天

教导我

"饮水思原"



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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

牛奶

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Monday, November 3, 2008

眼泪都掉了

today, i received a mail from 1 of my tuition mate
that mail is totally meaningful n i wanted to share with all of u
tears also drop upon reading
haiz.... how cruel reality is

'看父母就是看自己的未來 '
> 如果你在一個平凡的家庭長大
> 如果你的父母還健在
> 不管你有沒有和他們同住
> 如果有一天,你發現媽媽的廚房不再像以前那麼乾淨
> 如果有一天,你發現家中的碗筷好像沒洗乾淨
> 如果有一天,你發現母親的鍋子不再雪亮
> 如果有一天,你發現父親的花草樹木已漸荒廢
> 如果有一天,你發現家中的地板衣櫃經常沾滿灰塵
> 如果有一天,你發現母親煮的菜太鹹太難吃
> 如果有一天,你發現父母經常忘記關瓦斯
> 如果有一天,你發現老父老母的一些習慣不再是習慣時,就像他們不再想要天天洗澡時
> 如果有一天,你發現父母不再愛吃青脆的蔬果
> 如果有一天,你發現父母愛吃煮得爛爛的菜
> 如果有一天,你發現父母喜歡吃稀飯
> 如果有一天,你發現他們過馬路行動反應都慢了
> 如果有一天,你發現在吃飯時間他們老是咳個不停
> 千萬別誤以為他們感冒或著涼,( 那是吞嚥神經老化的現象)
>
> 如果有一天,你發覺他們不再愛出門 …
> 如果有這麼一天
> 我要告訴你,你要警覺父母真的已經老了
> 器官已經退化到需要別人照料了
> 如果你不能照料,請你替他們找人照料
> 並請你請你千萬千萬要常常探望
> 不要讓他們覺得被遺棄了
>
> 每個人都會老
> 父母比我們先老
> 我們要用角色互換的心情去照料他
> 才會有耐心、才不會有怨言
> 當父母不能料理自己的時候,為人子女要警覺,
> 他們可能會大小便失禁、可能會很多事都做不好,
>
> 如果房間有異味,可能他們自己也聞不到,
> 請不要嫌他髒或嫌他臭,為人子女的只能幫他清理,
> 並請維持他們的『自尊心』。
>
> 當他們不再愛洗澡時,
> 請抽空定期幫他們洗身體,
> 因為縱使他們自己洗也可能洗不乾淨。
>
> 當我們在享受食物的時候,
> 請替他們準備一份大小適當、容易咀嚼的一小碗,
> 因為他們不愛吃可能是牙齒咬不動了。
>
> 從我們出生開始,
> 餵奶換尿布、生病的不眠不休照料、
> 教我們生活基本能力、供給讀書、吃喝玩樂和補習,
> 關心和行動永遠都不停歇。
>
> 如果有一天,> 他們真的動不了了,
> 角色互換不也是應該的嗎?
>
> 為人子女者要切記,
> 看父母就是看自己的未來,
> 孝順要及時。
>
> 如果有一天,> 你像他們一樣老時,你希望怎麼過?
> 現在的你,> 是在當單身寄生蟲、還是已婚雙料或多料寄生蟲?
> 你留意過自己的父母嗎?
> 樹欲靜而風不止、子欲養而親不在
> 您的父母還有多少時間等您?

Friday, October 31, 2008

惊喜

Yesterday i received something unusual and totally out of my expectation...
my phone showing an unpredicted call at roughly 09.45pm
upon answering, was invited by caller to hang out at a dark n silent street right away when the call was ended

In full surprise, i had no idea what is going to happen next
i saw her carrying a bag filled with something
when she showed it to my, my god, was a "ai-xin-supper" cooked by her to me

she is my best friend ever in my life,
v held hands together, sharing sweet n bitter, sadness n anger, happiness n disappointment... ...
since child.... can u believe that?

if nt mistaken i knew her when i was in standard 5,
she is my neighbor, located opposite of my house,
indeed, i had a very fun wild n crazy childhood wif her of course

she cooked spaghetti for me, though intention of cooking wasn't fully on me or may b yes, i dun know....
but, still very happy n excited by her care to me
after hving a great chat, it was almost 11.00pm ady
before when v both gone back to our home, she sent a picture to me which was taken by her during her last sunday port dickson trip...

last but nt least, tq sai!!!







stpm r coming pretty soon, i'm nt sure whether i can handle it or not
can u read the reading of the picture shown below? i guess is for ant n not a human beings like us right? unfortunately... yes is for us

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

微笑的力量


what can a smile do? have u ever wonder about it?
a simple smile can give supreme pleasure to all the ppl who sticking around wif u
a crazy smile tells how humor u r
a happy smile tells how satisfying u felt over something
a sweet smile tells how happy u r upon something unusual

every smile gives power and energy to fuel our life, gives colours to brighten our life, gives motivation to heal our depress,

a smile a day keeps the sadness away
every complication will be overcome only when u carry a smile to re-investigate
feel free to smile

when i was working as promoter, i hv to smile to pleased my customer n persuade them to buy my products... as predicted, ppl crowded around my booth, i felt great! if you failed , hv a smile to tell urself that, u hv done the bez u could... If ur friend failed, hv s smile to re-motivate them

life is full of ups n downs, life is nothing but a zero if without ups n downs...
carry a smile, make ur life more appealing and satisfying.







a smile from the bottom of ur heart, helps to transfer motivations n love to those who needed and of course, those who is staying besides you

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Happy Birthday zip chong c-heng

is 8.00am sharp... y god want to wake me up this early? i haven't get sufficient rest yet, i opened my eyes n do a simple morning stretch n go! i brushed my teeth carefully n observed the whole proses closely, no dirt are allowed to stay!!! After being tortured by dentist, i have gained a freaking dreadful lessons...

i have something very important to do in school. First, i need to find my wudo sifu secondly was ...kakaka.... because of my c-heng lor... ok, after styling my hair m ready to go!

the 1st place i went was King's confectionery, to buy cakes for my c-heng's coming birthday. at 1st i wanted to buy a slice of mocha almond cake for him, after much consideration, i decided to buy 2 slices instead of 1! Erm, i hope he likes it

when i reached school, i saw them, however, disappointingly, my c-jie wasn't there. i saw my sifu n c-heng teaching wudo-futures, i sat at a corner n waited for their break time. I guessed my c-heng saw my skinny figure from far, so he came to me. after chatting n sharing, i passed the cakes to him, he was pleased n happy.
Happy birthday to u,happy birthday to c-heng happy birthday to u
YEAH! i love my c-heng n c-jie, they truly r my greatest mentor

Erm, after fulfilling the 1st task, m about to take on the next duty. i went to c my sifu wif accompanied by my c-heng. wuwuwu.... my sifu refused to bother me. zzZZZ... i sat at a corner n waited for my sifu. finally, he has opened his mouth to brush me for a little while then only promised to give the certificates to me. Erm, my jobs r done perfectly, so m about to go!!

m just so happy to c my c-heng is in good shape n was totally pleased... oooHHH is time to take a short nap lor

Thursday, October 16, 2008

ouch, that hurts!!!!!


today was a miserable day, last friday, i promised my dad that i would go to pull out the broken teeth, so my old-man went to appeal one day leave, purposely to accompany me to c the dentist by today...
when i saw the clinic, i knew, i hv to do this, no choice for me to choose... heart was jumping thrice faster than usual, legs were frozen, hands were shaking, sweat were rolling down from everywhere...

after registering, i sat at a corner, waiting for my turn... as the indian nurse opened the door of hell, n called my name loud n clear, oh..... i was speechless

my teeth's arrangement is the worse in this world, that's y when the doctor required me to open my mouth to the maximum, i was very unwilling to do so... but, do i deserve a second chance to say no? kaka... i open my mouth at full-force n let him hv a check. since child, i have already less taking great care of the my teeth-"the most precious gift from my mum"... without sufficient calcium supply from mum, high-quality-fetus like me can't grow teeth right? kakaka.... the fact is real, but, the joke was simply for fun oni ar!!!


i told the dentist that my last teeth was broken into half, need to b pulled out... the doctor nodded his head n did the job right away. After injecting the antiseptic into my gum, then he helped me to pulled out the broken teeth... stupid wudo, caused me to suffer all these damn u!!!

however, the doctor said i m the lucky 1, bcoz just the surface of the teeth is broken, the root was ok, in good condition... i was kind of relief... in less than 5 seconds time, the broken piece has been removed easily, yes!!! everything has over .

wait!!!

the doctor said i nid to do a "bridge" or "plant teeth" or do "gigi palsu kekal" n polish it... omg, my brain gone blank suddenly, nid to suffer again? i DUN WAN!!! plus, nid to pay extra RM650, damn it... i looked at my father, waiting for his decision... he asked me how? i said dun noe... then the final decision was... yes, is to continue the surgery...



wuwuwuwuw...... when the doctor help me to polish my teeth n... ... i could feel that lots of blood were coming out from my teeth..... IT WAS REALLY A BIG TORTURE...
all the weapons on table were big n sharp, i could feel that the evil-hearted weapons on display r ready to taste my blood n take my life

when the nurse dragged a tray to rearrange all the weapons in order to ease the dentist, i almost faint...
" argh.... kao ming ar, jiu ming ar, help, tolong ar.......!!!! wa..... i wan "sim yan" ar...."

the smell was irritating, everything was bad n miserable to me... worse still, the dentist told me that, this surgery nid an hour to finish, omg......... i x express how hard my feeling was at that moment

ok, after loosing roughly 25 ml of nutritional fresh blood, finally everything has been settle... the doctor said next sat i still nid to c him again n b prepared for another surgery, what's going to happen next, i hv no idea

OMG again another bad news... the doctor said, lots of dirt n plats were hidden inside my gum n nid to b clean using "MESIN" ..... I wan to faint for 2nd time ady of course, extra charge of rm100 is needed... total expenses is RM750, imagine.... how many cloths can u buy using that sum of money.... wuwuwuwuwu

m scared n nt mentally well-prepared for the next surgery

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

on msn

argh... ... again, i x sleep
looking at the contact list, i hv no idea who should i sms to, i'm bored...
what else can i do?
today i x do well in my tuition, on my way back home, my driving skill kena marah again, i admit that i didn't fully focus while driving, so i deserved to b scolded...
erm, i really can't sleep.... so i on9 to 5 friend, wow!~!! i saw my ns friend on9, was so happy!!!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

yesterday was a big torture... i couldn't sleep until 5.30am may b i was full, may b that was the reason. Erm, i hv a bad news to tell, my sister is sick. Something terrible happened to her, i also dun noe what sickness she caught... On the other hand, something terrible happened to me either, wuwuwuwuwu.... this week i have to c dentist to pull out 1 of my teeth, not on my own will, my heart almost jumped out from my heart, everytime when i walked pass the clinic, i saw he dentist, i saw the fear too...

家好月圆 sa姨的绕口令
堂就大过姑,姑就大过姨,姨就大过表叔公,表叔公就大过表叔婆,表叔婆就大过表伯,表伯娘,表叔,表婶,表姑妈,表姑姐,表姑丈,表舅公,表舅婆,表姨婆,表舅父,表舅母,表姨妈,表姨丈
sa姨, i love u o... hahaha

Back to the story, yesterday night i x sleep well, roughly around 5.00am, my eyes oni willing to close tight, shit!!! what the heck has happened to me, stpm is drawing near n near... so, i forced myself to sit on the table, n revise the subject which i hated most, yes, not other than eco, i HATE...

finally, my brains r tired, around5.00am, i finally willing to sleep...
1 hour later, i phone's alarm rang, was time to wake up, i was so lazy... as planned, m supposed to wake up at 6.15am, n b well-prepared for morning exercise n wudo's training, haiz... i off my phone, close my eyes tight n continue to dream, that's it

Saturday, October 11, 2008

today i went to sheraton hotel to hv dinner
erm... the food was ok, although very very expensive
like usuall...
shark fin soup wif abalone... then fish, prawns, rice and lots
these r the menu

well, at such places, is impossible to open our mouth to the maximum while eating
every scoop must be chewed pieces by pieces silently
luckily, v had our dinner in a private room, however, i still hv to keep my voice low bcoz m having dinner at a high-classed place












Wednesday, October 8, 2008

pob-pob, pob-pob, pob-pob
the time has come, as my economy teacher walked in
my heart beat faster than usuall
i knew whats going to happen next still... i wish i could change it

haiz....
my eco marks, as predicted was not satisfying
i blame nobody but myself
for being overconfident n lazy over this subject

i hv underestimated everything
well....
my school life has finally came to an end
pretty soon, m going to graduate
n end my form 6 life

kind of sad to say good-bye
few days later
i would NO LONGER....

be declared as school boy
be tighten by school rules
be scolded by teachers
be punished by disciplinary teacher
be spoon-fed in terms of homeworks
be SUFFERED by my MATH teacher
be squeezed by a crowd of students in canteen
be ... ... ...

whatever it is, m gonna to miss my days in SMKB
i will remember
how stupid i was in SMKB
how proud i was in SMKB
how anti-prefect-n-SMKB feeling was in SMKB

for a certain reasons....
my life wouldn't b prefect without SMKB