break of the day!

many of my friends say they are thinking deep about their own future, how things should shape in the near future... is good to have plan ahead however the best thing shall lie on the effort spend to make those a reality.

As for me, being in uum so called a forest, has greatly changed my view in life. all i could say is, i met some who are very well talented which each of them has given me an inspiration. Living here is kinda good to me, i found my best friends and freedom where i never thought of to have prior to this. Of course, i met some who really irritated me...

friends here are good so far, unlike those in secondary, where some did piss me off... whatever, m doing fine here and hopefully here will shape me to a better professionalism.

i'm so obssed wif fairy tales and traditional stories... where i still deep believing that there are some kitab-kitab encrypted with special critical skills which could cause a great harm to any enemy faced! I still believing that some weapons are hidden in valleys where it could release a strong and sharp killing power to cause blood from the enemy!

some might say m crazy to have this kind of thought at this age... cheh, thats me, the way i live my life... and as such, m also fascinated with travelling...

i wish to travel around the globe, sips wine while sun bathing, socialise wif different people, to china to observe heritages at my late age and to arfica to enjoy a total forest living styles... crocodiles, tigers, snakes...

city life is great to show your competetiveness but not good to be regarded as stress releasing tool or life fulfillment. life is short, time is not evaluated based on how long you havelived, time is evaluated based on how much fulfillments you brought into your life... if fulfillments ain't there, whats the meaning of life?

i met a lect who currently is pursing a PHD. i dun like him much, but the inspiration he has and striving skills he holds both did give me an interest to follow his path. he is young n cheerful, an quite handsome too to a certain extend, career-fulfilling and striving... i love the way how he conducts his life, to hold a PHD at this age of him, i think he is in around 27-29, is totally amazing...

may be i should change my behavior, be willing to grab any opportunities offer and must overcome my lazyness... but, in most circumstances, campaign used to piss me off because is always fully filled wif passive learning and is not founded wif aggresive active learning.

should gv my self an opportunity to let go of the closed me, be open and ready to embrace the new and to make life vibrating!