Tuesday, December 22, 2009

few days b4 school


spending this christmas with the same person again, hohoho... no other than this lovely small cloud. after christmas, i'll b going back to uni for further study. a hectic n bz life is going to begin.

all i can say is "let the challenges begin!"

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

hehehe

i encountered a very funny quot today:

周五喝多了带一女的回家,没有套,我有点担心搞出事,那女的说没事,及时出来就行了。结果等到高潮我控制不住了正要拔出来的时候,那女的突然两腿一盘裹住我的腰,死命夹着我大叫:“当我孩子的爹吧!!!” 就这样被硬吃死猫。What a fucking day!

=.=

Saturday, December 5, 2009

朋友比情人更好

总觉得 你我关系以 朋友比情人好

情人关系 与你披上了无形的责任 必须向你负责任 让你活在幸福中

无奈走在茫茫人海 孤独灵魂与上了恶魔 恶魔为灵魂补缺空虚 更让孤独变得更无价 没尊严 惟有失声痛哭 因孤独不能求败 不能让人知他哭了

甲朋友以友 呵护丙朋友 让丙得到关怀 更让丙变得更丙 更自我 丙曾和甲相爱 可丙认为这样更美好 因为大家都多了一样东西

多了选择

时间让爱 便成熟 就像成熟的小蜜桃 多汁甜美 芬芳四射 艳色超群 更誉为“千里香” 未成熟 只有短暂的市场价值 吃起来腻的 苦的 经不起时间考验 最终变成箩底桃可惜

因此 让我们先成为朋友让大家多选择些 我会珍惜你我的一切 时间能让我们天长地久 丙爱甲

Thursday, December 3, 2009

life at down

today, i meant yesterday, i walked pass a street near my house. I was on my way back home from a particular place. One of the construction worker was having his lunch besides a drain, a tree gave him shelter, making him feeling more comfortable with his lunch.

I saw the lunch he was having, a very simple lunch with rice n few side lines. Is just so pity and heart-touching feeling seeing someone living in such a miserable fate. The lunch he had, to him would be a heaven regardless the taste, as it made him full no longer suffered by hunger.

To be honest, i would not take any spoon of the similar food he had into my mouth. Is just tough.

But sometimes when u r in this condition, oni few dollars remain in pocket, u do not have the choice to choose. You are afraid for finished spending it. If today you bought something over your budget, how are you going to survive or buy for another spoon to feed you on the next day.

You have to make precise planning, otherwise you will suffer for insufficient credit. Life is full of temptation, when you are about buying a food, you wished to had that food as your lunch or dinner, but because you do not have enough buying power, all you can do is ignored.

When you open the rice and about to eat, tears drop...

阿弥陀佛

Thursday, November 19, 2009

tomorrow continues

Finally, the tortures had gone. I've been away from home for more than 3 months and is fun having fab time with my friends.

is just cool as it is staying in this Uni, after spending a sem here, approximately 5 months, happiness n toughness did exist.

The only matter that caused my blood boiled would be the food served here. Is superb rare to feed myself with something smells fab to me throughout this 5 months. Is just tough! my lunch menu used to b the same.

the taste is barely satisfactory to me. The Queue was unbelievable, u will never believe before your eyes tell is true.

v need to make a long Queue, a big U-turn Queue, before paying at the reception counter. The worst part is the food on table was about to finish, none left, all rebut at best speed as they could. you hv to act fast! a tough n bz life here.

i'm quite in love wif the mix vegetables. Girls u gotto to love it. Those who wish to hv a hell like shape of body, must not miss it. the mix vegetables, do mix up with all types of vegetables.

What kind of rational the chief had back in the kitchen. U judge! the chief cooked "ONIONS!!!, beans, carrots, POTATOES!!!, cabbage, tomatoes, mushrooms, corns flower" all together in one. Can u imagine how would the taste be, well, i tried, a word to say: tasteless, really tasteless...

i considered it as rojak menu or in an exact rude sense of humor, the food is a rubbish food, mixing all the left overs and cook for us to eat! how pity it was but fortunately, all were still fresh. This food caught most attentions as it had beautiful colours, fabulous mix!

the chief cooked it, does it because he/she wanted to promote integrity in nasional building or just simply intended to save costs, all must get fried before any got rotten!

However, however! it still a nice food though it is tasteless.

Hooray, exam ending soon, share more wif u later!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

again?

alright exam again, can't wait to back home n gv my ps 2 a big heavenly hug! Next week exam quite nervous, as i got no idea what to prepare for it... wish me lucks then, hopefully whatever i didn't read will not appear on the Qs ppr! hahaha

Monday, September 28, 2009

school days again

Been holiday for long, mood to study had gone to far far away... yesterday i x sleep well, due to the fact that i was very used to hv more than 10 hours of rest time during the last raya holiday, back to UUM, i was hving sleep disorder.

hahaha! this afternoon, when i was about to watch certain nice collections, the electricity went off suddenly without my permission, causing me to lost my mood. moments without electronic items to blow away the heat was miserable.

with the best will in the world, i couldn't comfort myself to forgive the TNB for causing all these problems to me! my blood was boiling, fist clenced, argh! Damn it! hy must u mess up my mood at this moment!

Luckily, my class on afternoon was about to start soon. So, at top speed get my beg ready to study n went to dgk there blow blow air-cond b4 class started. otherwise, i might dehydrated due to the fact that the sun was burning and draining.

Of course, the feelings were still there, burning hot, but what else can i do hor? hahahaha!

クレヨンしんちゃん 蠟筆小新
u long live in my world! my tears dropped when i heard the news, facts used to be cruel as it only reveals nothing but truth. No matter how much i wish the news was fake, the truth still remain unchanged.

He had accompanied me for more than 10 years, thanks to him for colouring my childhood, i couln't say much at this point, hard felling sry

Monday, September 14, 2009

thats the difference

HUIYO~~~ Holiday again!

Upon being starved for roughly a month, the mirror tells me in an honest tone, you are getting slim...

GOSH! i hate that, i'm slim enuf, i'm not ready to get myself to be slimmer than now, but the fact is that i'm eventhough i'm not willing to. I got no choice but to accept it.

Haiz...

However, Holiday is on its way to bring me out of this miserable life! How dare you, stupid UUM, starved me for so long, my hunger to babi n food will not decrease at any cost! I'm going to eat as much as i could to statisfy my little stomach...

back to story...
I'm going to hv 11 days of holiday during this raya celebration, unfortunately i'm not in KL, instead i'll b staying at my grandmum house to accompany her where her house is located at kedah somewhere near butterworth.

in fact the number of holidays approved were 7 days, however since most co-co activities had been canceled b4 and after raya, adding 2 to 7 would be 9!

teachers are getting more excited than students like us. they canceled their own class on the day be4 n after raya, so adding 2 to 9 would be 11! so, who is more exciting? Teachers la!

Friday, August 21, 2009

wait!

is time to back UUM, not willing to leave kl tim, but x choice lor...
back to UUM nid to deal with lots of homeworks n up coming exams, damn it... but good to hear that my friends n family all r in good shapes! sry to those friends whom i x meet wif, mdn leong center's friends, miz u all!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

kl, i'm on my way!

as my long been waiting holiday is getting closer, i'm getting more excited. even though the school life will be extra hectic after the break in the sense that my mid-sem exam will continue torturing on the beginning of September.

but, who cares?

this holiday will be the best opportunity to me to fully recharge my batteries, home sweet home after all. Friday around 10am, i will b taking bus heading to kl.
i miss my family, my friends, my shopping mall, my 1U, my k-room and more!

it surely will not b a boring week to me!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

the day when shits were all around

god damn it, so many misfortunes coming after me, too many, i x bear it.
all right, my 1st mid sem paper juz over, thought can keep a relax n happy smile back to hometown during this coming week, who noes were nt going according to what i wished

1st of all, i woke this morning, feeling great coz slept for more than 8 hours. then when to office get official stamp from authority, hopefully they will stamped my ptptn form, if not i sure die...

then this afternoon, went to buy the god damn stem hasil, who knows the pos office said it been sold out, my god damn heart broken into pieces, without stem hasil, how m i suppose to submit the ptptn, die la...

argh, so many shits coming around my body, last option is, i will hv to travel to changlun pos office to buy the stem hasil, from my uni to changlun nid around 15 minutes, so tired, damn it! argh...

plus, tomorrow nid to wake up earlier than usuall to brief about the assignment since was appointed as ah-head at full force, tremendously unwilling to hold this role, i really very pening head ar....

learn a lesson, nvr do things at the eleventh hour, but u can't blame me on the whole, i was informed by thursday if nt mistaken, sat n fri were holiday n today the setem sold out, holy shit! T.T

when i back to kl, i sure do lots of crazy stuffs to the max! these problems juz drive me nut!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

mask rider, hahaha


busy school day is back, boring... haha, really dun noe what to say, looking at the screen of my laptop, stunt, paralyzed, blur... today went to library, breathing was not a piece of cake, psycho problem may b, coz H1N1 might still around...

spent a ringgit to buy a mask, like mask rider huh? mask rider, my favorite movie, when i was a child, used to force mum to buy the tape for me, since at that time, v weren't rich, juz enuf, mum used to reject me, and but of course nt totally...

at least i got a skulker when i was in standard 6, digimon devices when in standard 4, i love my digimon devices, it mean super lot to me! how hv i gone through my life, i will also bear that in mind...

Saturday, August 1, 2009

back to school

sweet dream no more, nightmare on the go!

all right, everything back to normal...
school days started!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

杀到来了 来了来了

yala.... H1N1 has moved a step forward into my Uni, how dare the H1N1 is, conquer the land of mine within 2 hours...

ya, just 2 hours it took... Let me describe how incredible the H1N1 is.

ON 26 of july, a remarkable memory to UUM, this incident will for sure give an interesting yet unforgotten history to UUM. Get the ink ready to take note of what i said now.

on 4.45pm, i was on my way to dkg 3/1 from library for my tamadun islam study (ass hole lecturer). i saw, the receptionist covered with a mask, i was surprised and shocked, as i thought the threaten of H1N1 had long been wipe out.

i reached my gkd, juz in time, 5.00pm sharp, my friend told me, school will be closed for a week starting by now and continue operation by 2 august...

everyone was busy answering phone, all spoke in a low tone, making the enviroment getting tense. Blood boiling, all were getting excited, super excited. News spread at top speed, like mushroom after the rain.

whether the news is reliable or believable, all were planing an escape plan. All were totally frighten by the H1N1, no mood to study lor... the news was very scary yet funny

some1 said:"main gate will b closed before 6pm, no1 will be allowed to get out"
some1 said:"got 1 student dead"
some1 said:"among tradewinds-hostel students,one of one them had infected"

all students were bz running for their life. just within 15 minutes, all bus tickets had sold out. me either, has no mood to study, and took the "super-extraordinary-rare" opportunity to ponteng class "officially".

so i walked back to my hostel upon deciding not to back KL. i think i made the right choice, because is really not a good idea to back home at this point of time, as u will oni bring virus back to ur hometown...

i walked back to my hostel, pass by a place called "varsity mall". the oni place that sell bus ticket. the tickets sell like hot cakes,juz few minutes later, sold out!
all sold out!i continued my walk.

the scene exactly the same as shone in the movie starred by tom cruse "the world after tomorrow" all ran like hell, hand carries scatter all over the place, all "chi-chi-ca-ca" nonstop talking, announcements were everywhere, buses were everywhere, the road no longer as still as before. all showing depressed look, cried in despair, like a crane lost its wings, flying nowhere

around 5.30pm, i reached my hostel, stayed peacefully, let a peaceful mind get it through, let the wind blow away.

H1N1 i bound to you, you are so amazing, juz within 2 hours, you had evacuated the whole school with a population of around 20K, juz 2 hours, all gone..

who left? of course the king!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

手手脚脚又痒了

来到了 北方大学
这几天都过着读书的生活 ,闷闷的
应为懒惰的我 每天都拖着累累的心情读书

好想睡噢 可是回到宿舍 又想躲到图书馆去读书
这种心情真是烦

好了话说回来 很快的 我将会成为 北武的一份子
谢谢 宏大哥 带我进 保护费都交了rm10 好贵哦
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

虽然我答应过自子 永远都不要再武了,可是来到了这里
很想看看 北武有多强

只希望不要再摔伤了

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

being a single

years ago, there was a very very nice hong kong movie starring by andy lau and i had forgotten the name of the movie, sry to say that, however, the story is still fresh in my mind

the story roughly going on like this, an orphan from nowhere grew up became an army and took a life-changing mission. In the end, he went back to village and farm his land and reunion with his long lost wife together with his son.

short enuf? hahaha...

the key point is, being a single is good in certain conditions, because you can explore and do things according to your own desire. Like us, or majority, are too controlled by family, our characteristic was manipulated by our family members. like, if mum says no, then v will reject and follow instructions.

If v disobey, either pat-pat will get slapping or face will have red finger prints
thats the experiences i had gone through b4, but without family, what kind of human v will b? v might gone astray because no 1 is there to stop you

now i'm in a forest, ya kind of...

started to think, whats going to happen if i were an orphan? because now living in such a san ka la places, these thoughts kept spinning in my heart, n i'm finding an answer.

to me, living independly is kinda challenging, because it is time to show how much u have learnt from ur house, how independen you are. to b honest, i'm a very lazy person, still in the process of learning! hahaha

but that movie did inspire me a lot, n i hope in the next 5 years, that kind of up-lifting spirits showed in the movie will grow the same or greater in my heart, fueling my power, haha! really de la

story ended!

jaw pain, shit!
right elbow pain, sprained? may b, in view that the pain is so great
knee pain, shit!

pain pain pain! help...

ogos coming back to kl leh, hahahahaha!

Friday, July 3, 2009

the fifth day of me in UUM

this is a shared omputer, boring, x upload new photos to tell u guys my current situation!
GG leh, fever., damn!

but still okla... miz my family much!
will gambateh de!

Saturday, June 27, 2009













~五年级的时候~
小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
十几英里有味道的风景
雾水草场传来她的声音
多少年后也开始很好听

~四年级的时候~
将愿望折纸飞机寄出信
因为我们等不到那流星
等枕头坠离命运的引力
却不知道到底能去哪里

~幼儿园的时候~
已经长大的约定 那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性

~回到过去~
在走廊想霸占她手心
我们却注意窗边的情敌
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
哼歌而梦在等待着惊喜

~现在的我们~
已经长大的约定 那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性

~一起长大的曾经~
已经长大的约定 那样珍惜
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清 你是友情
还是错过的爱情

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

难忘的回忆

today, was my last service to mdm leong tuition center
i enjoyed myself working at there, coz i did make new n nice n crazy friends
i love it!!! a bit unwilling to leave, but if u were to ask me working for a bit longer, i would say no...

is really struggling working at there, but really enjoyed, at least x fight among collegues, the best point is "all of us integrated well"... ... v still the best!
all r happy faces, hahaha... T.T
















































杨老师: sexy pose! kakakakaka
顾老师: snapping my handsome face leh
~~~wakakakakaka~~~ love u two, best friends!

of course, my 晶晶 as well, best buddy forever

i did learn a lot from my collegues and boss, in everything... finally, here comes the end of the story, upon capturing the final pics, Tears did drop from the bottom of my heart

Saturday, June 20, 2009

made it

i'm glad that i've made it to thi far..
admitted into UUM, finance course, 2nd choice hitted...

going to ums is my biggest wish, but nothing could b done to change it...
finance in uum also ok, i like it!!! Hoping is a good start!

before the result was announced, i was damn nervous... scared couldn't get admitted.
Thanks to my great friend ~~~mei kin~~~, tq u very much, nt the 1st time to thank you today!!

~~~mei kin~~~ add oil !

ok le, wan sleep le, 28/06 nid to report... dun noe whats going to happend!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

3 days left

i gt no idea what is the shape of my life going to be...
all i juz nid to do is to wait for the day to come, yes 19/06/2009
been long waiting for its arrival

no matter which uni m going to further study in, a point still b the same,
a total new start, new enviroment, new people... ...
no longer SMKB nor mdm leong tuition center

T.T

Hopefully admitted, n 3rd choice b hitted
~~Huat ar~~
this phrase sounds very familiar in my on9 game.

everytime when any of my team players gt a mystery box which going to open and get the items, v would say ~~ Huat ar~~... hoping the game master, GM, would gv them rare items..

and now, similarly, m going to say ~~HUAT AR~~
UPU, let me kena ar!!! come again, ~Huat ar~ !!!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Tweety a bird

Once upon a time, a bird, tweety was busy searching for food. It needed to be fed, as it had starved for long... sitting in its nest would not do any better and decided to spread its wings to try its luck.

it was a hot day. the sun shone brightly in the sky, the excessive sunlight had blinded its eyes, slowing its speed. Sweat excreted from its body, giving extra burdens to this little poor bird.

started getting dizzy and ALL IN A SUDDDEN

with a pair of sharp eyes, it found, it found it!

a fruit which looked tremendously juicy and busty. busty n juicy, thats the thing it been searching for..

the juice might quench its thirst, the fiber might make tweety full

It smelled nice as well... the aromatic smell from the fruit caught its heart, causing tweety couldn't stop sniffing

without any hesitation, by using its strongest weapon... tweety used its sharp claws to gripped firm on the branch, curve beak to break the twig and open its wings as wide as possible as a sign of victory.

the juice splitted out from the fruit, tweety drank and delighted. Heavenly nice...

tweety relaxed its tense muscle and wanted to take a break before heading back

and, unexpectly, an horrifying feeling filled its blood, its wings shaking, claw frozen, paralysied, blank... what was going to happen next, it had no idea... like a fish out of water, like a dead, but much better, at least had feelings, but wait, was bad feelings...

amitabah wouldn't help, no matter how many times tweety read

"uh,,, Hmmph... Hmmph... argh... hu... " tweety grapsed desperately, hoping the oxygen might keep him to stay alert

it started to hv butterflies in its stomach, blood stop flowing from arteries to

tweety blinked its eyes at once, wanted to grab a clearer view, what was happening to him...

"OMG... m i sleeping in my nest?"
"of cours yes, the bed m hving now is juz as soft as the bed i used to sleep on"
"the ceiling too... as brown as my house"
"God treats me good, gave a nice fruit to me and a nice room to rest in, life is so beautifull..."
"what a pleasant day"

tweety mumbled

Sweet dream over darling! Nightmare finally came.

an unpleasant stench blew at him, yucks, smelled like dead fish, smelled like rotten egg, smelled like shit or even worse than that...

brain sent an emergency impluse to make him clear.

tweety gained its conciosness at last, n hopefully on time

he suddenly realized all the things that had happend to him


The juice it found from the fruit was the saliva from its predator
the branch its standing at was the teeth of its predator
the fiber it ate was the remnant which the predator left in its mouth
the bed tweety slept at was actually the tongue of the predator...

saliva, sharp teetch, remnant, tongue... yes...
tweety was actually having a sweet dream in its predator's mouth, in a crocidile mouth!!!

the sun caused tweety lost its way n fainted and fell into the corcodile's mouth.

the crocodile was ready to chewed and torn tweety apart

tweety struggling hard n determined to get out from there because he wasn't ready to visit its dead uncle in hell... he wasn't ready to die... he hadn't try the pleasure of making love and thats the key that boiled its spirit to run away

the crocodile was hungry too, and nid to be fed. it couldn't afford to let go any of its preys since it needed energy. Needed great energy to fight for love, to fight for shelter, to fight for a girl to make love with...

Both have the same target, nid to eat...

the bird was clever, tweety knows something need to be done.

It said " cro, dun eat me, m nt delicious"
"i dun care, i nid to eat, i wanted to fight" said the crocodile.
"i wan to make sex with a girl to continue the growing of my species, my kuku-bird is getting itchy n urged me to take some actions." continued the crocodile.

swt...

"i'm a bird too, but i bet i'm much bigger than ur bird, ur so called kuku-bird" said the bird

"is impossible, my size is much bigger than u and is impossible that my kuku-bird is smaller than you!!!" said the crocodile

"you sure hvn't see your kuku-bird before" said the bird
"i bet u never masturbate before" the bird teased the crocodile

"why u say so!!!" crocodile said

"Both ur hands n legs are short, can't reach to hold ur kuku-bird" said the bird
"Plus, without ur hands n legs, you x masturbate n never know how HUGE it is!" said the bird

"why nt u let me out, let me check ur size!!!" the bird requested

stupid crocodile, did open its mouth n let go of tweety..

tweety flew high n run as fast as it could

"come back" the crocodile shouted

but no reply at all...

-----------end------------

Vote earth, wheather changed, every1 getting sick... GO GREEN!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

terminater... gud!!

today was a bz day... woke up at 7.15am, get ready to reach center by 8.30am. after getting all the jobs done, was ready to carry on my duty as tuitor... class ended at 12nn sharp, the most precious moment i'hv been waiting for...

1st round, going to a natural place to hv dinner with my collegues n boss, was nice especially the enviroment n food served... nice chatting with all...

2nd round, angry la, sister grabed the computer, x log in to play my game, decided to on my 2nd round earlier, then go watch terminater... geng, terminater very very very good!!! then go out n hv dinner lo... hungry liao ma...

the food ar? ok ok oni la, teacher yang, u tipu me, said the food quite ok, argh...
i juz gave 60 marks for that!!! but ok also la, at least tried b4! teacher yang enjoy ur holidays lor...

独眼小龙女vs双眼大鸟男
find 1 day drink wine, very thirsty ar

Thursday, May 28, 2009

my 4 hours

Last saturday, my friend told me that i'm in charged of making a card for my math teacher due to the celebration of teahcer's day. no reason to reject, as i know none will take up the mission besides me, anyway, thinking in a positive way, another chance to show my creativity again...

sunday n monday i'll be having holidays in cameron highlands, which means i oni hv 2 days to accomplish my mission.. which is tuesday n wednesday...


on tuesday i bought some materials, then get my asses started as fast as i could... i gt no idea what to do, the whole card was about 25cm x 80cm big in size... a bit regret for choosing such a big size card... 1st phase was done, but i gt no idea what else nid to be further done... juz the head of pn. Lee shouldn't b enuf

so wednesday night, suddenly gt an idea 7 嘴 8 舌 so decided to make few ppl where the mouth of them can b opened n closed... smple and fun message was written on each n every1 of them this should b interesting... the back of the card can b used as a folder, caring enuf huh?

the poem printed on the front of the card sounds like this:
东风一夜吹蓬帐,桃李芳香绽禹天。
停雨息雷方尽苦,历寒经暑始迎甘。
教研园地披荆棘,知识海洋鼓远帆。
喜看雏鹰双展翅,心红岂惧白须添。

i love it very much... of course i copied it from internet geh...spent 4 hours on making hat card, hope my teacher is goin gto lup it











to me, my primary teacher 孙彩眉老师 who saw me growing from standard 4 to 6, for 3 years, had taught me lots of 人生道理 n wisdoms...

谢谢你 孙彩眉老师 我想告诉你 在我心中 你永远都是最好的

东风一夜吹蓬帐,桃李芳香绽禹天。
停雨息雷方尽苦,历寒经暑始迎甘。
教研园地披荆棘,知识海洋鼓远帆。
喜看雏鹰双展翅,心红岂惧白须添。

这首寺 是你的 我i你

Thursday, May 14, 2009

我真地会吃醋

today, accidentally saw a pic from one of my friend in friendster... she hugged a guy when capturing the picture, i saw n feeling bad, the feeling was unexpected n sudden, causing me feeling like a fish out of water.

i dun noe what to do to express my feeling and to ease the pain in my heart, the pain deep in my heart... i blame no 1 as i know i didn't take any obvious action to put an end b4 it happend.

today i read a blog from one of my friend, one of her admire sang a romantic song with guitar to take her love, the whole scene should b stunting yet touching. hahaha...

me? listerning to song in a lonely way to alleviate the pain in heart

a borken heart, a sad song, what a sad day

shit, server update causing me x register into my 赤壁, my mum always mummble me, why r u so fanatic towards this game? answer is simple, playing this game did reduce my stress. 疯狂杀敌 really syok, especially it comes to group PK, even better as u noe that u r in a group, u r nt alone... kill kill kill.

may b i should spend some time to find the cause, the problem should come from me. juz wan to tell u this in a silent way,i'm hurted by u

this song for u

"may b if i knew all the things that took to save us.
I COULD FIX THE BLOOD THAT BLEEDS INSIDE OF ME
looking in you eyes till i see there's somthing about me
I'm satnding on the edge and i don't know what else to give"

"I flow through my act, theres's a question, "is she needed?"
another side of man i cannot be
looking at the last 3 years like i did
I could never see us ending like this..." (T.T)

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

穷2

穷? 那学生 道底有几穷。。。
人格方面 却时一点都不穷

那天和他一起回家时 我问他
"你住那里"? 他告诉我说 就在附近
然后他便补充多一句 说 "哎呀,我很穷的啦"

这句话竟然从10岁孩子的口中溜出来
我不知道 那句话到底有几真 可是我却时是有少少感动

穷又怎样?难道salted fish 就不能翻身?

Thursday, April 30, 2009

穷 这个字永远都不讨人喜欢

穷 与 富
这两个字的差别就只在于 力和田
有田就有钱 没钱就要出力

近来我已成为老师 看到的东西当然和 salesman 不一样

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有些学生就"HYperactive" 每天都幻想着自己 变成BEN10 或什么大英雄 在 战场上疯狂杀敌 遇佛杀佛 遇鬼杀鬼 终归一句 "挡我者死"

有些学生就"HYperdeactive" 每天拉着苦瓜脸 问什么就只会点头和摇头 望你一眼都不敢

activate 的反意词 是deactivate 所以 感觉上 Hyperactive 的 反意词 应该是 hYperdeactive 吧 哈哈哈

Hyperactive 的学生 你越打他 你越滚她 他就越爽 越开心
Hyperdeactive 的学生 你越急着要他答你的问题 他就越冷静 越冷漠

你说气不气死你

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昨天 有个学生 这名学生是我的高徒
从这名学生的身上 我 看见了自己的影子

我的BOSS 对他还蛮严格 要求也很高 就因为这样 他的潜质被埋没了 可是我对他很有期望 也很用心的去栽培

下次再告诉大家 穷和这名学生的东西

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

new look


hahahah, my new look, juz done my hair cut, now waiting for my tuition teacher to fetch me... BORING... HOT... HAIZ... my hair on the left, took me 3 months to keep it long n nice... sure nid to capture a pics to preserve my young look b4 getting any older! hahaha, m i right?

Thursday, April 23, 2009

从心拿起calculator

Later, i'm going to teach tuition in my tuition center, journey of being a teacher had started. I've never thought to work as a teacher, to teach, really not my cup of tea. However, i had no choice as i'm bored staying at home. Once before, my ex-boss in mvc, told me that, no matter what field u r in, u sure can gain some valuable lessons and experiences in return, as long as u believe. Every1 can b a professional, a professional sales person, a professional teacher, a professional boss... WIN ur client's trust with ur professionalism, sounds true right!!! Without doubt, i'm giving it a try.

Susan Boyle an example...

today, m going to teach add-math, since my maths was barely OK in f.6, so, add-math shouldn't b a headache to me. I'm nervous, heart almost jumped out from my mouth, blood pressure getting higher, breathless... Scared i teach the wrong thing, scared i'm nt qualify to teach... but no choice anyway

so, i borrowed a reference book from my tuition center, beought home n study. first chapter i studied was Vectors, followed by integration. Yes, was less harder than my f.6, but i still had no idea what to teach n most importantly afterall, was how to teach.

my calculator, was covered by dust, long time i x use... but, the moment i on my calculator, i could imagine the time in 6A3, where CC sat next to me, DECO behind of me, how pn.Lee tortured me, everything was calling back. Looking at my calculator n the f.5 add-math, my f.5 memories getting blur as i could barely remember how mr.Lai taught me... hahaha, n of course i miz my f.5 friends as well

Yesterday i taught a student who juz in standard 1, pretty girl of course. i taught her english, but the english was very hard... especially in vocab, damn it... so shame...

however, i nid some time to restore my confidence...

and of course
Chibi, i still miz u even i'm working

Monday, April 20, 2009

无聊

今天还蛮开心 因为我征服了太极拳其中一个高难度动作 虽然我并不知道我这个动作 有没有达到标准 但我还蛮爽一下 哈哈哈哈 近来都很无聊...救命啊

Sunday, April 12, 2009

fast & furious 4, gud gud gud!!!



yesterday went to watch this movie, at 1st i was very unwilling to watch
however, i had no choice since the ticket had been bought, my god... the show started at 11pm until 1am...

but... BUT...
very very nice movie, i give it 5 stars, really very nice!!!
go watch la, worth watching especially when your house are not equiped with nice HI-5 or THX properties... hahaha, that's y this kind of movie should b watched in cinema

the background sound very sharp!!! wow!!! 5 stars movie!!!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

midnight stories

recently, too many crime cases happening in my residential area, from snatching to killing, from killing to commit suicide, all these sad and irritating news were breeding like mushrooms after the rain. Nobody dares to suggest a solution, as they knew nothing could put an end to it.

some suggested to seek help from authorities, but, not everyone were in line with this suggestion, including the authorities themselves. Police? None of us were confident on Police, what they had done were totally disapponting.

"if u are not punctual, then you r late"
this sounds so true, eveytime, when crime cases occur, Police were the last persons to reach, they never could make it in 5 minutes... they were late to solve

what are the roles of a police? huh, shame on them... we used to see them showing fake heroic act on TV, protecting some VIP-s like PM n others... they were the 1 24-hours protected by police force instead of us, justice has had been blind-folded by money n power

Hiring Guards? the same problem happend again, not all were agreed to this suggestion as it involves money...

to me, the best way would b... raising a dog, and make sure u bring it with you no matter were you go. to me this should work, as when every emergency happends, dog used to be the 1st hero to bark and chase. when a dog barked, it increases public awareness and stimulates heroic spirits within...

these few days i was bored staying at home as i had resigned my current job. Eveyday sticking tight with my computer, playing my most favourite on9-game to spend my time..

~~~CHIBI~~~

very nice game, worth trying...

ok, in CHIBI, there were lots of thrilling missions await,however, since my level was still low, so, i could only get into one of the mission, which was helping "ma-chao captain" to kill and win a war... xi-liang-shao-luan

i like to play this mission, especially when you got in there, ur teammates all were waiting for your arrival, to help, to assist...

BEFORE the gate opended, everybody were ready to fight,

when you see ur teammates equiping themselves with the strongest armor and weapons, when you see your teammates using certain great pre-fighting skills to boost their attack, defense, healing speed... you know, no matter how hard the enemies ahead are, no matter how many are comming after you, you only have a word in your mind... WIN

so, the gate finally opended

so, when "ma-chao-captain" rode on his horse and ran towards the enemy, his officers, which was us, all of us also ran like hell to kill n kill n kill...

so syok...

if real life also like that, jiu BAGUS lor
when u c some1 in danger, will you be the 1 to lend the 1st helping hand? or instead, will you juz wait the chance to b the second n third hero? or will u juz sit there n watch?

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Loser

today, i had gone through a very terrible time,
the lowest part of my life....

so uncomparable... i wanted to make a change, but i always know how to say instead of taking some solid actions to c the outcome... what i had done over the last 20 years?...

now oni i noe, i had done nothing

i'm a LOSER, i'm so ashame of myself

looking at him, comparing with me, juz like "dragon vs snake"
...
today woke up at 6.45am, from kepong to Kelana Jaya, i lose to him... in everything

now no turninng back, depressed in a lonely way

Sunday, March 29, 2009

HOT SPRING ~~~ HOT

today went to hot spring play, on purpose,
mother's hand suddenly swelled like sausage, may b ate too much seafood,
kena poisoning...

that's y decided to go hot spring...

located at somewhere near slim river, more than 1 hour ride from kl,
war... really very hot, can c bubbles blowing out from underground,
my leg almost overcooked, hahaha...


before going in










father mum grandmum







Great learning opportunities lots of herbs can b found inside








can boil eggs, taste different







...busy...








exploring









the main source of hot spring water








overcook katak, ready to eat... hahaha
it was found dead middle in the hot spring river... so yam kong